To My Sweet Little Angel, I've been drafting this letter in my heart for sometime now. I think I've been avoiding it because I didn't trust myself to keep it together and honestly, I probably won't, but I have to get it all out and it feels appropriate to do it today of all days. It is December 7th, 2016 and it has been a year since I lost you. Even typing that rips my heart into a thousand little pieces. I am writing this for you because I need you to know that I love you and no matter where life takes me, you will always be my first child and my little angel. Please know this letter will probably not flow and mostly be comprised of random thoughts and emotions, but the underlying message to remember is that I am still so blessed I had you for the short time that I did and I will always, always love and think about you. Your dad and I first found out we were pregnant with you Saturday, December 5th. I remember we went car shopping because well, your mom has a
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